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Lying To Myself
03:48
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Lying to myself / I know
These four walls surround me / a comfort zone so addictive
Carry on with the same old routine / self-administered sedatives
Fooling myself is the easiest way of all
There's beauty in oblivion / my rise and my fall
Tell me everything is just fine
Twist the truth to feed my own mind
Standing on the edge and I know / I was lying to myself
Embrace this foolish madness
To change my view of this empty canvas
Staring through the wreckage of my life
I was just lying to myself
This familiar feeling of sand slipping through my hands
Failure knocked me off my feet / sinking deeper I descend
Fooling myself / I'm on a path to self destruction
Reality has a way of catching up with my perception
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Poison
04:49
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You always find a find a way to pull me back in
The feeling is so right and my inhibitions die / no
I tell myself that this will be the last time
But I keep coming back for more
I'm addicted to the taste of your poison
I'm an incomplete puzzle with a piece that won't fit
Obscure in a sea of faces / a pill that's hard to swallow
Then / you found me and validated my existence
Don't know where you'll take me but I'll follow
Living my wildest fantasies / In too deep too soon / now I've come undone
Time and time again / you always find your way under my skin
Coursing through my veins as you seize control
The short joy you bring / fills the emptiness I feel within
But my soul it screams / as I'm caught in the undertow
You made me feel like I was in heaven / But all this while I was in and out of hell
You call out to me / I leave all my cares behind and breathe you in / just breathe you in
Eating me alive / I put myself through this again one more time / one more time
Six feet undeR / I dug my own grave
And now there's no one else / no one else to blame
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Donna
04:23
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A beautiful face in the crowd
Her alluring eyes are filled with doubt
Did someone break her heart
Is she falling apart
She looked at me and forced a smile
Guess she tried to find a reason worthwhile
Crying for someone to save her
Give me a sign
Stranger
After all the hell you’ve been through
Give yourself a chance to start anew
No hurt / no more black and blue
Fate has brought us here somehow
Let me be the one to hold you now
You were once lost but now you are found
If he won’t treasure you / I will
You deserve to much better girl
Don’t be afraid to love again
Even though the scars remain
Lay your head right beside mine
And I’ll sing you the best lullaby
If only I could read your mind
Give me a sign
Stranger / I promise I’ll be good
Take my hand and follow me if you would
A new page and a chapter after
We can write the perfect story together
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Resistance
04:00
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Words as weapons / you use to hurt me
But I’ve been waiting in the shadows patiently
For my chance to break away and now's the time for me to say
I will not bow and surrender / not this time / not forever
Your time has come to dance / to dance with the reaper
Get up get up now / fight it fight it now
Not a prisoner of your device
Get up get up now / fight it fight it now
Kill the system / there's no compromise
This is all I ever wanted for so long
You can't take it away from me now
On your chessboard / I shall be no more
The fire burns inside right down to the core
I’m not one of your mindless clones / I can feel it / feel it in my bones
I will not bow and surrender / not this time / not forever
Your time has come to dance / to dance with the reaper
They say ignorance is bliss and try to bend us to their will but we roll with the punches and stick it in their faces / nothing comes without a price / we roll the dice and we play with fire / tell me what you're willing to lose and what you're gonna die for / when it comes down to fight or flight / it's now or never / they say it's time to surrender / but we say / not today
The misery
You brought it upon yourself so bleed deep and see
That you are your own casualty
You devise your own demise and now you gotta pay the price
Cause and effect / the law you may know
Is that you always reap what you sow
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Labyrinth
03:58
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Holding this weight upon my shoulders
Caught the world but heaven’s out of reach
Facing you as the ground goes out of focus
You have never given in even when I plead
At the corner of the turn / was the wrong way I have learned
One step forward / two steps back
Where do I go from here / these voices whisper in my ear
Take this path but I'm just
Lost in my mortal skin
Back to where I was in the beginning / of the labyrinth
I’m lost to those words you sing
These thoughts are pulling me deeper in / into the labyrinth
Oh / what will the next turn bring
Are there only dead ends left for me
You strike me down / never let me fly
However hard I try / you are never satisfied
Once the box has opened / it’s time to say goodbye
This time I won’t be the sacrifice
Getting what I deserved / Once a gift now's a curse
One step forward / two steps back
History repeats itself again / vicious cycle never ends
Down this path but I'm still
Mistakes are made right / fools are made wise
Never too late to leave high and dry
I'm moving on coz' at the center of it all
The only horns I'll see are those of my own
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Mirror
04:44
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You love to criticize / want me to agonize
Open up wounds of regrets that had been cauterized
Digging the dirt up on me / load your catapult to throw
But the cracks on your glasshouse will soon begin to show
So who you calling a monster / Take a look in the mirror
So quick to point out my flaws / You'll end up like me because
We hide we hide / skeletons in our closets
You count my sins but you ain't no prophet
Why vilify when yours could be worse
So take a look at yourself first
We look we look / for monsters under our beds
But they 're inside / inside our heads
Judge me by my past / I dwell there no more
Live and let live before we hit the floor
Everyone has a dark side that we'll never show
Secrets were meant to be locked up in the shadows
Behind my back you fan the flames, you couldn't keep your lips sealed
Expose your achilles heel is what the fire might reveal
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